I love your blue eyes
I love everything about you
I love your smile
All i wish for is you
You are Beautiful
No doubt about it
in my love sick mind
I love the way you speak
I love the way you are
I love it when your im my arms
I feel like i make you safe
I want to tell you i miss you
I just want you to be safe
No Actions could speak as loud as my heart
But ive Fallen for you
And im missing you
And i will wait
wait for you
for me to be yours.
Non existent to most of you
But I have always cared for you
Seeing him with you
And they way he jus leaves u stand by
Breaks my heart
To see you left alone
It is killing me to see
And you know
There will be more
But I will always be the one standing by
I don't think I will ever be known
As the way I wanted
Life is a bitch
And I understand this
But I go on
And so will you
But the one thing I will always remember
Is you
To have all this for you
Everyone for you,
so many people,
Wanting so much more,
All from you,
I am just another one ,
Of those people ,
Wanting more from you,
But i think and believe we have
Something special,
And to have something special,
From all these people ,
Wanting more from you,
Gives me the greatest gift,
Just to be with you,
Not as a partner ,
But something special,
All for you
One week has never felt so long,
For not seeing you,
It has been so long,
for not being with you,
It has been so long,
For not smelling your smell,
It has never felt so long,
As a right this and while the time we were together,
I feel asif my chest was going to collapse,
It was so hard to look at you,
Without a tear coming to my eye,
i am in so much pain,
But i can struggle on,
For your campaign,
You lay crying on my bed,
And all i wanted was to help,
But your self pride,
Stops you from opening up,
I want you to know,
You can talk to me,
Whenever you want,
Whenever you need,
I am always here ,
And i will never leave,
When all our hearts are broken
And the clock is yet to move
I wish we weren't so open
I wish I didn't have to loose
When I walked into your heart
I didn't think I'd have to leave
But I should have realised from the start
I'd only leave because of me
I didn't mean to hurt your feelings
I didn't want to break your trust
I know it will take a lot of healing
But I've never regretted so much
So when you come to a conclusion
Just realise I know I made a mistake
And through all the anger and confusion
To fix this, I'd do anything it takes
God, I feel like hell tonight
Tears of self pity I cannot hide
I'd be the last to help you understand
That I'm strong enough to be your man
Nothing's true and nothing's right
So let me be alone tonight
Cause you can't change the way I am
I am strong enough to be your man
Lie to me
I promise I'll believe
Lie to me
But please don't leave
I have a face I cannot show
I make the rules up as I go
It's try and love me if you can
Because I'm strong enough to be your man
When You've shown me that u just don't care
When I'm throwing punches in the air
When You've broken down and can't stand
I will be man enough to be your man
Lie t
Always thinking of you
You are never out of my mind
Always wishing for more
But never will be good enough
I see you and I blush
Deep inside my heart
But never out loud
Because I can never show you
My heart
I always want more
But I will never have it
Because I will never be good enough
For someone who is so great
Although I wish I could be better
In how I look and how I am
But I'm stuck with what I've got
And now I never will have a chance
So whilst I'm stuck with all these things
And my friends begin to like you
I will always be helping
No matter how fair you'll be
And no matter how ill never be
Good enough for you
There i see
you lay there
starring at the stars
with your piercing blue eyes
you look at me
you eyes see right through me
how i wish, how i wish
i see the cuts, on your arms
i offer myself as an iternal bandage
please dont cry
please dont fray
put trust in me
and never fail
go back strong
you will never fail
you look at me now
with the greatest smile
but yet you are sad
How does this work
this game of life
i wish you could see
how beautiful you are
how a thousand angels
could not compare
to your great beauty
as if you were the greatest sunset
to ever have been seen
i look at your cold face
i say these words
i lov
I love your face
I love your being
I love your existance
You come to be with me
And you will not ever no how much,
I enjoy you
I laugh at your jokes,
as you laugh at mine,
I walk you home,
and how i wish to just hold you
kiss you, and keep you and your grace,
But i cannot do this,
and i hate that i cant,
Because you are leaving soon,
and i hate this, because all i want is you,
I Know you think this is just foolish
young love as it is,
but all i want you to Know,
is how i disire your kiss,
your love,
and your existance,
will she ever know how i feel
will she ever know how i wish
for her and her way,
becuase i know how i
I hate this way,
I hate why i cant,
Be with you,
hold you,
keep you safe,
and for you to lead me on,
My friends are moving in,
They act as if the dont Know,
But i truely want you,
I love everything about you,
I love everything you do,
The way you dress,
The way you speak,
They way you are you,
I hate my friends for this,
Because they say have i asked,
But i already have,
And you already passed,
I know we still are friends,
But i truely want more,
You said you did also,
But you cant,
You are going away,
Away from here,
And i hate this,
I hate it all,
But i dont hate you,
Never hate you,
Because all i want,
Is to b
Why me,
Why this body,
Unattractive and fat,
I fucking hate myself,
I hate my way,
Fucking wish i could die,
Fucking backstabbing friends,
Fuckinging crawling behind your back,
sniffiling little pricks who also should be dead,
I hate everything about me,
I hope everyone else does,
but there is one thing that enlightens me,
and that is you,
There is no fuckings or hates,
i would say about you,
but how you like me,
shits me too,
there are better people there,
which you probably realise too,
so maybe you dont like me,
maybe your just sympathetic and friendly too,
well i can tell you now,
i love everything about you,
but
When im away from you,
i have this feeling,
i dont know what it is,
but all i know is that,
when im with u it goes away,
i must be obbessising which is not intended,
but i dont understand this feeling,
its a strange feeling in my heart,
and it draws me towards you,
i cant understand it but its not in my mind,
its coming strait from my source,
and dont know if u feel this way,
but all i can truely say is that i love you,
i am drawn to you constantly from this feeling,
when im not with you it hurts me to be,
but soon i will have to continue,
because you wont be here to releif this feeling,
all i hope is, you will come back,
a
whats wrong with her? by Metallica-god, literature
Literature
whats wrong with her?
She seems so sad,
Why is she sad,
She seems so sick,
But yet shes fine,
There is something in her head,
Bringing her down,
If i could find this,
and iradicate it from her mind,
She such a fantastic girl,
with so much potential,
but yet shes always sad,
depressed, and gloom.
I want her to be happy,
But im not the one to do it,
Hopefully she will fine someone,
Who doesnt hold her back,
As i am doing now,
I will never forget my feelings,
And i will always want to be hers,
But i must learn to ignore my heart,
And help her to move on.
Why this fucking earth,
so fucked in the head,
were a single comment,
can destroy even the strongest of us all,
how school these days, revolved around, money and sex,
How people depict others, for there looks or how they dress,
Im sick of this shit, i sick of it all,
Fucking idiots for people, running our lives,
When talk about people and now we depict them, how now we got emo's n goths, punks, and cool people,
but ultimately when you look at it,
were all the same,
we all deserve the same respect,
but no, we depict and critisise, insult and abuse.
if people could actually if you gave these people ago,
how wonderfull thay can be
all i want is one kiss
all i want is one hugg
all i want is to hold you
all i want is to be with you
i would do anything for this
travel accross the country
or jump off a bridge
i just want to stop,
run to you and show you
how i feel
but i cant because i will only
leave you.
i think i will,
i possibly might
run to you and let you know
just to kiss your lips and keep you close,
just so you will always remeber.
that you were the one....
I wonder if they know
I wonder if they see
I wonder if they actually realise,
How much theve fucked up someones life.
How from one act,
one person is going through the hardest time in there life
fucking distuging diranged, people,
who do what the want
How i would take a gun to their head,
it is becuase of these people the world is like it is,
and because of these people,
they fuck up someones life,
someone who has the greatest characteristics,
to be ashamed and nevervous of themselfs,
i fucking hate these people,
i fucking hate them all,
and god help one who runs into me,
Later on.......
I let you into my house
I let you into my life
I introduce you to my friends
But all i get in return is insults and disrespect
you fucking prick, you should burn in hell,
You go through my things and try to take,
What is dear to me,
You fuckin arsehole you deserve to die,
You are lucky i am writing my emotions,
Here on this page because if not,
I would be taking them out on your fucking head,
I wish you could die you fucking prick,
Fucking, whorish bastard,
Just go fuck yourself,
And never come back,
Just get away from me and what friends i have left,
Becuase all your bullshit lies have left me alone,
in the dark, without no
Current Residence: my house Favourite genre of music: Metal/rock/roots MP3 player of choice: dont have one buying one soon, hopefully Favourite cartoon character: burnt face man Personal Quote: "My guitar is not a thing, its apart of me, its who i am"
Favourite Visual Artist
Hr Giger
Favourite Movies
last samurai, SAW 1/2
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Metallica :P, n xavier rudd !!! :D
Favourite Writers
dunno
Favourite Gaming Platform
fat box (xbox) but its jus really fat!!
Tools of the Trade
My guitar, LOVE IT... Gibson les paul custom special, chrome edition!!!!!
Other Interests
GUITAR!!! and interesting people, not sheeps!!! me dying an interesting death..:D
10 Firsts...
First Best Friend: unconluded
First Imaginary Friend: barnaby the long necked wallrus
First Pet dog name: spud
First Piercing: dont have one yet, eyebrow soooooon
First Crush: too many lol
First CD: red hot chilli peppers sex blood sugar magic
First Car: Dont have one
First School: St Josephs chelsea P.S (shit)
First Kiss: dunno, completely
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9 Lasts...
Last Time You Smoked: i haven't
Last Food You Ate: a museli bar
Last Car Ride: tuesday, with dad to guitar lesson
Last Movie You Watched: knights tale
Last Phone Call: work telling me they need me (llok someone does :P)
Last CD